Harvemmin tajunnanvirtani poikkesi t\u00e4ss\u00e4 rakkaustunnelissa, jonka l\u00e4pi uivat halvalla veistetyt joutsenet ja rakastajat mutta jossa sin\u00e4 asuit kuin nunna luostarissa. Uskoit pahvisyd\u00e4miin kuin risteihin tajuamatta, ett\u00e4 kaikilla ei ollut sellaista etuoikeutta.<\/p>\n
N\u00e4in sinut joskus, kun katsoit heijastustasi t\u00e4st\u00e4 surullisesta purosta. N\u00e4in kultaiset hiuksesi ja jopa pisamasi, mutta katsettasi en ikin\u00e4 erottanut vedenpinnan v\u00e4r\u00e4htelyjen takaa edes tyynin\u00e4 p\u00e4ivin\u00e4. Joskus laskit jalkasi veteen, n\u00e4in lakkaamattomat kyntesi ja arven, jonka sait lapsena kaaduttuasi betonisein\u00e4\u00e4 vasten. Sellaisina hetkin\u00e4 Tuonelan virta kiehahti kateudesta, olen varma siit\u00e4! Mit\u00e4 se sinusta olisi antanutkaan\u2026<\/p>\n
Harvemmin tajunnanvirtani poikkesi kotonasi, mutta hyvin raivatut urat synapsien v\u00e4lill\u00e4 eiv\u00e4t antaneet unohtaa.<\/p>\n
Ja pian jo olit asuttanut hyl\u00e4tyt aivojen alueet, valloittanut ei-kenenk\u00e4\u00e4n maat. Ikin\u00e4 liikkumatta. Ikin\u00e4 olematta. Kadehdittavaa sinnikkyytt\u00e4 ihmiselt\u00e4, joka ei edes tiennyt aloittaneensa kaksoisel\u00e4m\u00e4n istuttuaan vastap\u00e4\u00e4t\u00e4ni Joensuun junassa.<\/p>\n
Tule uniini viel\u00e4 kerran.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Harvemmin tajunnanvirtani poikkesi t\u00e4ss\u00e4 rakkaustunnelissa, jonka l\u00e4pi uivat halvalla veistetyt joutsenet ja rakastajat mutta jossa sin\u00e4 asuit kuin nunna luostarissa. Uskoit pahvisyd\u00e4miin kuin risteihin tajuamatta, ett\u00e4 kaikilla ei ollut sellaista etuoikeutta. N\u00e4in sinut joskus, kun katsoit heijastustasi t\u00e4st\u00e4 surullisesta purosta….<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1754,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","wds_primary_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[71,101],"tags":[2353,155],"class_list":["post-859","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-lyhytproosa","category-proosa","tag-hiiskuttua","tag-rakkaus"],"acf":[],"lang":"fi","translations":{"fi":859},"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":71,"label":"Lyhytproosa"},{"value":101,"label":"Proosa"}],"post_tag":[{"value":2353,"label":"Hiiskuttua"},{"value":155,"label":"Rakkaus"}]},"featured_image_src_large":false,"author_info":{"display_name":"aeliirutufi","author_link":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/author\/aeliirutufi\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":71,"name":"Lyhytproosa","slug":"lyhytproosa","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":71,"taxonomy":"category","description":"","parent":0,"count":47,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":71,"category_count":47,"category_description":"","cat_name":"Lyhytproosa","category_nicename":"lyhytproosa","category_parent":0},{"term_id":101,"name":"Proosa","slug":"proosa","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":101,"taxonomy":"category","description":"","parent":0,"count":48,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":101,"category_count":48,"category_description":"","cat_name":"Proosa","category_nicename":"proosa","category_parent":0}],"tag_info":[{"term_id":2353,"name":"Hiiskuttua","slug":"hiiskuttua","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":2356,"taxonomy":"post_tag","description":"","parent":0,"count":971,"filter":"raw"},{"term_id":155,"name":"Rakkaus","slug":"rakkaus","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":155,"taxonomy":"post_tag","description":"","parent":0,"count":35,"filter":"raw"}],"pll_sync_post":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/859","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1754"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=859"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/859\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10387,"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/859\/revisions\/10387"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=859"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=859"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.utu.fi\/soihtu\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=859"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}