T\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n min\u00e4 kartoitan tuttua maata. Maata, jonka jo niin hyvin tunnen. Aloitan pohjoisesta: j\u00e4\u00e4tik\u00f6nsiniset silm\u00e4t. H\u00e4n istuu viereeni ja katsoo vain kerran ja siit\u00e4 jo tied\u00e4n. T\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n on taas sellainen p\u00e4iv\u00e4. H\u00e4n huokaa syv\u00e4\u00e4n, sulkee silm\u00e4t. Puristaa ne kiinni kun ei haluaisi n\u00e4hd\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n en\u00e4\u00e4. On v\u00e4synyt kaikkeen. Mustat ripset vasten kalpeaa ihoa kuin h\u00e4m\u00e4h\u00e4kin jalat. Huulet tiukkaa viivaa. H\u00e4n nojaa p\u00e4\u00e4t\u00e4 k\u00e4mmeniins\u00e4 ja on pitk\u00e4\u00e4n hiljaa. Mit\u00e4\u00e4n ei tarvitse sanoa, sill\u00e4 tied\u00e4n jo kaiken. Sormet harovat tummaa hiusta, puristuvat nyrkkiin. Rystyset valkoiset, l\u00e4pikuultavat. Lasken k\u00e4teni h\u00e4nen jalalleen ja haluan uskoa, ett\u00e4 se riitt\u00e4\u00e4. Se, ett\u00e4 olen t\u00e4ss\u00e4. H\u00e4n avaa silm\u00e4t ja katsoo minuun.<\/p>\n
Min\u00e4 olen n\u00e4hnyt, mit\u00e4 on k\u00e4tk\u00f6ss\u00e4 j\u00e4\u00e4tik\u00f6n alla. Millaiset vedet siell\u00e4 liikkuvat, syv\u00e4t ja arvaamattomat. N\u00e4m\u00e4 kasvot ovat vain minulle. Muille niit\u00e4 ei n\u00e4ytet\u00e4. Se on lahja, tied\u00e4n sen. H\u00e4n nojaa p\u00e4\u00e4n minua vasten. Kuljetan sormea poskea pitkin ja kuivaan pois sulamisvedet. Puhallan j\u00e4lleen l\u00e4mpim\u00e4t tuulet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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